yeah so i just spent an hour outside in my backyard, lying on my diving board, gazing at stars. it was such a deep prayer time for me that i haven’t had in a while. just gazing into God’s presence is awe-inspiring. the thoughts that have been running though my mind the last several nights, keeping me awake for hours…i gave to God…these worries i have i just want God to take care of…i want more of his presence…