it’s been a while. i have just been so distracted and honestly confused in my life and the things that are before me. so much has happened and i just need direction…i need God to guide me! i am trying to discover the plans God has for me at the moment in time. what am i to do with Emerge Worship–should i definitely do youth worship with them? How much involved does God want me at Church on the Ridge…what are his plans? Am i supposed to audition for tour teams to do worship, which is one of my passions? Or should i commit to being the FCA intern this summer and audition second semester for tour teams? Should i go to spain during spring break and continue in missions? What can i do to help with finances to ensure me staying at southeastern? will God bring those people in my life back together and heal their marriage? when will i be completely free and know God’s restoration…and allow it for my life? i don’t know…life is just crazy at this moment. these months have been some of the hardests months of my life and is not getting easier. i just need God and his EVERYTHING in my life!!! restoration, forgiveness, healing, power, boldness, strength, freedom, holiness, righteousness, revival!!!