so many times in life we screw up bigtime. i try and try…but its never my best. so i fail and fall flat on my face. God i want to love you with everything not just a little of anything. its so hard but i NEED you. please help me.
this song is incredible. jason upton has a gift from God…this song reaches out to me. the words are what i need to do…give God my entire life and let him make me into what he wants…
Jason Upton “No Sacrifice”
To you I give my life, not just the parts I want to
To you I sacrifice these dreams that I hold on to
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here’s my life
To you I give the gifts
Your love has given me
How can I hoard the treasures that you’ve designed for free?
Because
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is staronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here’s my life
To you I give my future
As long as it may last
To you I give my present
To you I give my past
Because
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your words are deeper than mine
Your love is stronger than mine
This is no sacrifice
Here’s my life
beyond the mundane 
I’m sure you heard about the race riots in Toledo on Saturday. What you heard was a lie, a corruption uttered by the racist right-wing media. I know what the truth is, because I was there. I saw it firsthand. My name is Shaun Goldstein, and my blog has my story. Thank you for letting me post and hearing me out, and may ever White racist be boiled in his own excrement.