i hate when there are these deep desires within your being that penetrate everything you. they rest at your core. you are empty without them. that is me. this one thing, more than anything, i desire. without it i feel empty and broken. i am not talking about God. yes he is my everything and my first love, but what i talk about is not a spiritual love or desire, but rather a human desire. i think about this daily…it consumes me. the more it lacks from my life, the greater my desire becomes. i can’t explain it but something inside me refuses to let go…
beyond the mundane 