Out of the depths have I cried to You, O Lord. Lord, hear my voice; let Your ears be attentive to the voice of my supplications. If You, Lord, should keep account of and treat [us according to our] sins, O Lord, who could stand? But there is forgiveness with You [just what man needs], that You may be reverently feared and worshiped. I wait for the Lord, I expectantly wait, and in His word do I hope. I am looking and waiting for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning, I say, more than watchmen for the morning. O Israel, hope in the Lord! For with the Lord there is mercy and loving-kindness, and with Him is plenteous redemption. And He will redeem Israel from all their iniquities. [Psalm 130]
I am in a place of transition. Everything about my life currently is chaos and confusion. I would love something constant but I feel like that will not happen for a while. All I know for certain is that I desire God more than ever. I want to follow his will for my life…down to my very core. It is just scary. I have no idea where he is taking me. I have no idea what is going to happen. I just know that deep within me I expectantly wait for God to do something incredible. He is changing me again and again. He is changing my life completely- everything from location to job to friends to passions- I could on. I just want Jesus. Everything about him. I just want his love to consume me and take over. I wait for him to continue to change me. I honestly look forward to them. He is my everything. I just love him so much.