Find out what makes you come alive. What makes you excited. Even what gives you a righteous anger. Something that you are discontent not having as a part of your life. God has put something inside of your heart. It is what makes your heart beat [metaphorically]. It is the very thing that gives you purpose and with it, you feel empty…because you are empty. Because you are not where you are supposed to me.  You are not using the talent you have innately, given by God. Designed by God for a greater purpose than yourself. Pursue that. Never give up. Never let go. No matter what it takes, if this is your dream… the very thing you were born for, do not miss out. Go after it wholly, completely, desperately, never giving up, never letting go. For that, you were born.