God so much has been happening. i don’t really ever understand what is going on or what you are doing in my life. but i need your reassurance. i need your guidance and your hand to always be there for me.
i wrote this poem based off of the circumstances i have been faced with. how sometimes you hit a place where you can’t go any further…you break. but that breaking point finally lets you breathe again…even though I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN’T CRY:
i can’t understand; i wish i knew why
my soul is about in a pace
inside me screaming “i am weak”
the pain i cover with but simple lace
desperate spirit is only meek
my heart is running as in a race
but it is that i wish to seek
tears streaming down my face
the wetness is upon my cheek
i promised myself i wouldn’t cry
beyond the mundane 